I don’t think I have a suitable title for this.

I can’t believe it’s over. I really can’t.

A whole decade is OVER.

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS. AND A HAPPY NEW DECADE.

I was just wondering about 20′th century fox.

First I didn’t realize that the 20′th century is over and so is a decade in the 21st century. I thought it is still the 20th century.

And when I was ridiculously thinking that,  I wondered what they would do of they went on till the 21st or 22nd century.

Now I know.

They’re still going on.

Now that my really ludicrous and unwanted ramble is over I will get on with the purpose this blog post was created for.
I’m here writing this blog post only because of one person and that person is Kaleb Nation.
Obviously, this person doesn’t know me (Though I REALLY wish he would. I have dreams about it. Ok, I thin I’ve said too much.) but he really inspires me. I don’t even know in what way.
It’s really confusing that way. It’s not his fame. Not something I can pinpoint. But there’s something that you really can’t resist. By the way, If by any chance, we become friends (that’s impossible but a girl can dream) and I show him this post I would love to say that he would make an amazing brother. I don’t know how I can say that but I’m really sure that he would.

Now back to what he inspired me to do.
He made such and inspiring and beautiful and amusing video for this whole decade that went by that I really wanted something that my 23-year-old could read and remember my 13-year-old self by.

He made a video to his 31-year-old self, and asked several questions. Something that would actually make his 31-year-old self remember how he was and if he really is the same.

I’m really happy he realized that there are people who are his fans who are 13 years old too and I’m grateful you know that KALEB!

So, i think i will be making a video of myself very soon. Oh wait, my dad and sister broke my camera. Oh well, I’ll use something!

So, 23-year-old self,

Did you finally figure out what to do? What you want to do? Have you made it?
I hope you haven’t let me down because if you have and if at that time you suddenly grow up and think that blog posting is not worth it and that Kaleb Nation isn’t awesome and that dance isn’t something you can do anymore, and that you will just stop imagining all those stories than 23-year-old RamblingNut you are not me. You don not deserve to be recalled by me.
Are you still seeing Kaleb’s videos?
Are you still best friends with your best friend? Or at least in touch with her?
Do you have your own apartment like you always dreamed of? Did you fulfill any of your most close wishes?
DO NOT LET ME DOWN 23 YEAR OLD SELF. DO NOT.

Always remember the things, the stuff, the masti because that is life. If you don’t remember your 7th grade shuffle, your 6th grade trouble, your 5th grade excitement, your 4th grade innocence, your 3rd grade fun or anything else below that I swear I will always be ashamed of myself.

If you have not found out a way to meet Kaleb Nation yet, you can go jump in a well, do you understand?

If you have forgotten all your friends and confusion and school, you can jump in a well and then run into a house which is aflame, do you get it?

If you haven’t started making your own money, you can jump in a well, run into an aflame house and THEN die.

Really.

What else do I want myself to do???

Ah, yes,

Please I hope you have done something valuable in your life, something that has actually helped a lot of people.

Please continue to adjust and sometimes you really do need to have a short fuse otherwise people won’t take you seriously.

Please don’t hold grudges against your brother, he is much too naive.

Ok, maybe you can do that.

I hope you have the sexy hairdo you always wanted and that your hair is finally likeable. This is very important. Very Important.

I hope you have participated in Dance India Dance already and met Remo and Terrence and Geeta! And won something.

I hope you still love reading books.

I hope you still hate wasting paper.

I hope you still talk on the phone with your best friend Disha.

I hope that you are the friendliest person in your college.

I hope that you have attended all the remaining years in the Bangalore Ashram and you never lose contact with any of them.

I hope you haven’t lost contact with your slightly annoying but sweet, caring brother.

I hope that you are studying hard and are getting top positions in your college like you always wished for.

I know this is all not stuff that you would probably ask for, but I definitely would. Sure, I could ask for money, fame, but where’s the fun in that? I’m not saying I wouldn’t love to have it, but it’s something I can do something about later in life. For now, This is Important.

And please, don’t forget to come back here once in a while and continue to blog.

Oh and Nut,

I hope you’re not as lazy as I was 10 years back, and are not lying down on the sofa couch right now. And stop being so lazy at 12:00 pm and go take a bath.

Haha, GOT YA!

I know very well I’m going to be doing JUST that.

(I HOPE YOU HAVE FINALLY MET KALEB NATION AND STEPHENIE MEYER 23 YEAR OLD SELF)

I want to look back at 2020 and feel proud that I have done everything I wanted to and that I have not let myself down.

Kaleb is the biggest inspiration ever.
Thank you Kaleb for such an inspiring video. We all love you.<3

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